I have been repeatedly having the same nightmare that I can't stop crying.
In my dream my boyfriend takes me from doctor to doctor but no one can help me.
I feel so deeply sad that the tears will never stop - and I feel horrible for the stress and burden I am putting on my boyfriend.
It breaks my heart to see him try so hard to make me sane again.
I keep crying even though what I want more than anything is to be happy and healthy.
I don't want to be a burden but I'm terrified that I already am.
My boyfriend says he will always stand by me and I believe that is what he truly wants. However, he's only human and there's only so much responsibility one person can bear.
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